01 of the day

Today is 3rd Ramadhan.. I tried my level best no have this 'hasad dengki' feeling, but there will always people who will trigger things. 

Things are very simple and easy... no need to make things hard and complicated. If you are not really have brain - please be that do not try to be almighty and superior but 'tong kosong' the sound is so loud but nothing...

The thing that i almos lost

I almost lost my mind and a mistake in believing that i'm not a good mother.. yes true indeed i lack a lot of thing but i always believe that children need to be cherished and love and protected in what ever condition.. If you love them you need to protect them with all your heart so that they will not be scarred  for their whole life.. I know that i already left her with a big scar.. i really want to make her forget but still it's already there.. hope that she will make a better life with all the experience that she have gone thru and not making the same mistake as i am.. hope that she can live her life as fullest as possible...

 

There's a time that i thought that my life better off without her.. but still without her i will lost all my insanity and the purpose of life, she is the grip of my life, my torch and my life saver.. without her i'm not sure what kind of life will i lead on. will i able to survive will i able to manage to live in right mind.

 

 

 

its being a while

almost forgot that i have this blog.
Really want to share a lot on my past event that happen to me..

will do it tomorrow